Out with the old, in with the new!

New Year, new clothes, new shoes, new organization, new toys, new recipes, new workout routine, new goals, new start...that is what my new year will consist of. Month by month the new will fade away and once again give in to the old. LOL! The new workout routine will slowly wane, the new goals will get old, the new toys will become broken, the new recipes no one will like. Wow I sound very depressing!!! My point is, I have such great intentions, but it doesn't really last. Change comes slowly, not all at once. I started jogging 6 months ago, I yo-yo back and forth, I take weeks off, then I get back to it. Now it's more of a routine, but it didn't happen all at once. I may go 3 weeks without running again, but I will not give up entirely. This year, my biggest change will come from within. Within myself, I will learn to live in the moment, cherish my children, love my husband, and take care of myself. Of course these are things I have been doing, but I want to feel them more deeply, more passionately, more consistently. I want more life to my life. My God will help me, renew my strength, teach me patience, show me perseverance, give me love for others. I will fall, I will lose interest, and I may even be mean sometimes. But I will get up and try again, all year long.