Same ole' Same ole'

I feel like I repeat myself. I do have frustration over the system and I don't want to sound so negative, but it just comes out. We are now waiting until Feb. to see if Lovebug's mom will stick with the program. She has a live in boyfriend and who knows when she will be pregnant again. She is working her plan, but only barely.

We love Lovebug so much, she is just so sweet. I love feeling her heaviness in my arms. I can't explain how she is just our child. Then reality pipes in. I drink from this cup, it is my choice.

We did get another call for a baby girl, but she went to family. That is always good. I see the difference in myself now when I get a call for a child. Before we were so gung ho to foster that we just wanted a call. Now it's different. Amazing how you can change in a year.

So we are living our life like normal. Our kids are great, they want so badly to keep Lovebug as their sister.

Now that it is Thanksgiving, I am so very thankful for my husband and children. Everything else is just extra blessings, but they are my true gifts.