Got a referral call- didn't work out

We got a call for a 11 week old baby girl. Reunification is the plan. Mom is MR (mentally retarded). Dad is in the picture. I so wanted her but she was not placed with us. It is impossible to not get excited when you possibly are getting a child. No matter what the circumstances they come to you, they should bring you joy. Until we get another placement, I am enjoying my nights since they are soooo peaceful--Lovebug sleeps all night.