Wednesday, September 30, 2009

We are Blessed

I can't complain. I feel like it, but I shouldn't. My children are so awesome. We are so proud of the boys we have. My husband is amazing and so hardworking. Lovebug is absolutely perfect. She is growing so fast and we love her so much. We are very blessed. We are also in the middle of the foster care system. I have made some friends that are foster moms, and former foster moms. The stories they share are heartbreaking. How did we end up so lucky? Maybe the luck will run out, I don't know. Maybe that luck is going to run out in Feb when our baby will go back to her mom. Of course anything can happen between now and then, but if Lovebug's mom wants her she will get her. We are so attached to Lovebug. Our heart will break. It already does at the thought of losing her. In a few months visits will increase, be in her mom's home, and eventually be unsupervised. I am trying to reach out to Lovebug's mom. She is very receptive. She even told me that she is glad that we have Lovebug, she knows we love her. It made me cry.

2 comments:

cloudmaster said...

I definitely feel for you. It stinks to be where you are. We were in that situation last year with (S). There was even a date when she was going to begin staying overnight.

RaizenBoyz said...

Even if her mom screws up and we get to adopt her, we will be happy and I will be able to sleep at night, but very very sad.